Silent Screams « Thread Started on Dec 31, 2003, 1:03am »
Silent screams that no one hears
Silent screams fall on deaf ears
Silent screams bring on tears
Silent screams bring out the fears... ----------------------------------------------------
The silence is maddening inside my head. It screams and hollers, deafening my thoughts. The only relief is one of denial, that all things are fine, and I will get through.
I pray with a passion for God to stop me from destroying myself and to give me the courage to accept this, horrible fate. My life has taken the most appalling turn lately and I have finally learned that I am as a leper, gross and ugly. The lesions I see are things from the past, like cancerious sores seeping and weeping. So hurtful and hateful and uncaring am I.
This silent monster does its job very well. The demon slowly creeps through the jungle of tormented souls looking for one ripe with vulnerability. It weaves a spell with a web of such tangled emotions that no one is safe from the power of its destruction. When it finds a weak soul it pounces! And that soul is lost forever, screaming and screaming in silent torture. Wandering through eternity with its heart in its hands. Holding it out for someone to take it and cherish it and show that it is truly loved and wanted in some world, somewhere.
Oh what a fool I have been! Not to see the cruel joke that life has pulled on me. Not to feel the earth shuddering under my feet until it was too late. Not to accept the torrent of pain until my heart had been ripped from my soul. No, it can't be that this is my fate?
Re: Silent Screams « Reply #1 on Jan 1, 2004, 2:19pm »
a silent scream, is a yell in the night, a cry that rushes to your house, my house their house for the sick, for the helpless for the injured that cry, a poem for help for those who pay attention.
a silent scream is all you feel and all you won't, those who care and those who don't, a silent scream is simply life in flight, and one with a pen and corage to fight!
Re: Silent Screams « Reply #2 on Jan 28, 2004, 7:28pm »
i don't always reply to your posts, because i am so lost for words when i read what you write.. your words are so powerful and so clear and flowing... and they stab me right through the heart. .. even though i don't find the words to describe how i feel.
Re: Silent Screams « Reply #3 on Jan 29, 2004, 5:51pm »
Thank you for your words.
I feel what I must deal with is nothing in comparison to some people in other countries, and because of this I have no right to complain. My screaming comes from my head and not from out of the sky.
Re: Silent Screams « Reply #4 on Feb 21, 2004, 12:38pm »
well.... i don't think saying "there are children straving in Africa" makes your personal pain any easier... when something bothers you, or hurts you, it just does. you have the right to scream, everyone does, regardless of their reasons... that's how i see it. though i do understand what you mean... you can't help the way you feel.
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